I know that feeling of being in love and loved in return is wonderful. Or even , bliss . And sometimes , it may get rough and complicated . But the end of day , who doen't want to be in love. Everybody does.
It's not that I don't want to be in love . I Nwant to , I love the feeling of love inside me. It's just that , it's not the right time. That feeling of being taken care of , being worried for , being happy without a reason , suprises , love notes , love tets , love video calls , love dates , everything. It's beautiful.
But can you imagine what will it be , if I chose the wrong path again ? I know , it will be a lesson . Again , and agin . But for once , I want to make it right. I wanna wait till it's the right time . I don't want to rush into things .I don't wanna end up being hurt again.
Or shall I say,
I just can't afford amother heartbreak.
Let me live my life. Don't expect me to commit, to expect me to give my all when I'm not even reade. Or even bettr , dont love me if you have no intentions of keepin me.
Let me live. Let me breathe . let me heal.
Yes, let me heal perfectly. Let me heal all the wounds.Let me heal all the heardbreaks . JUst let me be me, and let me decide whenever I'm ready. Because I can't accept someone when there still a lot in my mind , I'll hurt the I love , and in theend it will all hurt me again.
So this time , let me heal perfectly.
When the right time comes , I will be completely in love.
With a man , that deserves me best.
I dont need aman who will treat me like a rebound , and an option.
Let me be happy on my own.Let me laugh and carve a smile on my face without faking it . I deserve to be happy , on my own . I shall learn to love myself more and give myself some space , then I'll be ready to be in love again.
One day , but not now .
I love. I haved loved. And I will love.